Im going to Kota KInabals in 2 weeks
I could feel that you really care for me. But i'm still in doubt whether you do love me or not. That is not the main aim between us right? I've been hurting you too much. I must stop hurting you from now on. You cried for i don't know how many times already because of me. I felt guilty, i know it's my fault, i always blame you for everything that happens when it's actually my fault. I know you really do care for me. I know you really do want the best in me. I realised i've been treating you badly. You've always got scolded by me, and i know you hate getting scolded. I'm sorry for what i've done. I'm still feeling guilty for what happened between us. Technology world sucks for the both of us right? Im sorry okay? I know you don't trust me the way you trusted me last time. I'll prove it to you slowly. I'll mean everything. Trust me.
Im going off to Sabah in 2 weeks. 4D3N may be a great time or may be a night mare. Let's see how it goes peeps. Im joking. I guess it gonna be fun traveling as a team. We'll having a friendlt with their Under 17. Playing at their National Stadium which is called Likas Stadium. Its big like our National Stadium okay. So lets hope for a win.
Lastly, i would like to wish Zaki Blackie a Happy Birthday! Wow, 16 already is it? Still small boy laa so don't go around telling people that you 16 already okay? Gonna bash you up this Monday, so you better be on standby mode brother. I'll come without your notice. The next thing you will find out is your balls will fly out off your pocket.
I guess i'll be giving my last try. I don't know, i just felt like im a loser. Nevermind. Don't worry, i'll stay no matter what. Always by your side. Winning your heart is just a dream. Im fine. I've got feelings already. Mind told me this and that and this again and that again. So im following my feelings. Who wins you would be lucky. The outing gonna be on 15 i think. Meet up soon.
Firdaus Jeffrey signing off
Cheerios!
Labels: I'll prove you i can take good care of you
@ Wednesday, December 2, 200911:57 PM.
