Mohammed Firdaus
Futbol is loved
I live my life to the fullest.
I state the truth here.
If you don't know how evil i could be,
Wish not to know the best in me.
Im different from what you think i am.
Im simply ONE IN A MILLION.
12 August is my day!
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there's really something behind it. How long would you like to keep it? I bet one day people would know about us. Not by us telling it, but, seeing it with their own eyes. Or maybe its one of your reasons to cover the truth you still love him? Sometimes i do have this feeling that i just couldn't win your heart. Maybe i guess i have to listen to my feelings. I know still do have feelings for him. So why not just have faith to accept him back? I know it gonna get better than you think it gonna turn like. Trust his words that everything not gonna be the same again. He's being truthful. I know how it feels like being with him in the past. Those secret feelings that you have for me and still doesn't wanna tell me go dump it into the rubbish bin. I knew it already. You don't have any for me. But still i couldn't erase the feelings i have for you, it's deep in. I just don't know why i love you so much. It bothers me every single time. Maybe its better for me to give in space for you to love him back. Maybe you should just forget about me. I know i can't afford it but i have to. Im not meant for you. Simple as that. I don't have those standard to be yours. I'll try harder to own you but it's gonna be my last try.
I wonder why it took a minute to say Hello and forever to say Goodbye? How lucky am i to have known someone who is so hard to say Goodbye to. One day you will realise that you are in love with that person when the hardest thing to do is saying Goodbye to the person. I believe that being strong means you are able to let go of your love one to see a smile on their face after you left. The loss of a friend is like that of a limb. They may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss cannot be repaired. I'll never leave you behind, im just taking part of it with me and leaving some of my part behind. When i see your smile, i know it's not for me. That's when i'll miss you. Life wouldn't be the same without you and all the memories you gave me. Don't cry because it's going to end, smile because it gonna change your life to a better one without me by your side.
