Whats happening to me?
I'm back from skating with Akmal and we went to street just now. It's so cool as we went down hill and up hill and down hill and up again. While skating stranger called and she asked me to go home, but i don't want to. So i activated the free incoming and talk with her at skate park. She's like forcing me to go home all the time, she sounded really like my mum you know! Im going out to town to look for job tomorrow with Akmal. Talking about Akmal, i just found out that his birthday falls on the same date as mine. Haha, we are brothers right Akmal?!
I don't know why im still thinking about that thing, im trying hard to put it a side but i really can't. Its been playing on my mind and i can't forget about what happened! Oh my god whats happening to me right now? You seems not to realise anything but i know you do, but its just that you are keeping it to yourself right? At the point of time, im not telling you anything bcos i don't wanna stress you up bcos of this thing. I believe you have something much more important than this so you better concentrate on your thing!
Next, i have been skipping training alot of times and therefore coach always puts me on the side line. I hate to be seating on the bench and called up if the team needs me! Shit why am i behaving this way? Alot of problems occurred this week and im not sure if it is really my fault, parents are giving me hard times and my feelings are driving me crazy towards her. Whats happening to me actually? I don't get it for real! Someone guide me please? Im lost and im not sure what to do. I need help!
Firdaus Jeffrey signing off
Cherrios!
Labels: help needed
@ Sunday, October 18, 200911:26 PM.
