Im just too lazy to update this few days. Its been a good week, although i can't play soccer, i did enjoy watching my friends play. Stranger seats for her O's yesterday and having paper 2 today, she said she managed to do the paper. I hope its the same for her paper 2 today. Im starting to work today. Basically the job is so damn easy, door to door sales and i only have to work for like 2 hours plus? Great right? Im off to work at 6, im starting at 7 and its gonna end at 9 plus. Today's job is at CCK area, its near so wouldn't take a long journey home.

Ive been thinking should i just follow my friends seating under the block talk crap, smokes and do stupid things? Because if i were to play soccer again, i bet i won't be on form like i used to. I still can play but im not going to be who i am again. Ive lost all those skills and my fitness is getting worst day by day. Should i listen to my team mates and those who cares about me all this while? OR should i follow my feelings? Im in need of advice, im still figuring out, im already tired of playing soccer but i can't just let my feet of the ball every single day.

Firdaus Jeffrey signing off

Cheerios!